Waiting... disappointment... waiting some more... listening... asking... wondering...
Lord, Your will is best.
Romans 8:26 "the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God's will."
Knowing that in our waiting Lord, we are asking You, listening for You, being still and knowing You are God.